What if ; A lost friend ; Maybe.... My Story
Of and in mirth our world talks,
the ire and pretense to forget,
yet when the lone warrior knocks,
cold memories are all that's left to let...
Them I want to address,
to leave them behind once for all,
to leave them to rest,
behind time's shadow so tall....
The hour is a lot late,
as I write this story of mine,
of a little love and some hate,
and everything ends maybe just fine...
A lost friend everyday I sought,
One that I have never seen,
me, everything she's taught,
wish today I had forseen.....
For the friends I had found,
did love me still,
alas my heart yearned,
for the one who will,
know how much I miss her,
still laugh and know its all worth it,
turn around when she's gone too far,
smile and mean it....
Always in the shadows of the day,
and the light of the night,
always there just to say,
I know it's gonna be alright...
Days, months, years have gone by,
of that I do not regret,
love has come and gone away,
but It never was true I bet...
Love someone, I was told,
who loved you,
I tried with one, all I felt was cold,
like I'd gotten the flu...
Fall in love, later to me they say,
as if it was by an act of fate,
I did with another, but with a friend she lay,
all thats left now is hate....
Love is true, now they tell me,
it never can see you cry,
with this one I had to see,
more hurt to bear than I could try....
Love is innocent, i heard someone here,
pure, just and melodious,
well with the last one I could hear,
nothing that wanted to be us....
Love has come and gone,
four times, once too often,
Hurt has come and not gone,
just as often...
As if He didn't know,
as if He couldn't see too,
what if he chose to lay low,
what if t'was the right thing to do....
What if now I am,
a better person cause of them,
What if now I am and then I was,
just better than them...
What if my lost friend,
is not so lost to me,
maybe she's there somewhere,
waiting to be found.....
what if .... maybe .....
just maybe .....